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Mess!
My mood is chaotic and my mind is chaotic.
Impetuous, inexplicable impetuous, impetuous around, the whole city is very impetuous.
Confused thinking! Think calmly.
Friends say that I am thinking too much.
The more you think, the more chaotic you are.
No clue.
Some people would rather die than think.
I always like to spend a lot of time thinking about problems. Many problems only exist in my mind, but I cannot get out of the maze of thinking.
Everything is full of contradictions. I think about many things, but I can't do it.
What to do tomorrow is confused.
A few years ago, I spent a lot of time thinking every day and concentrated on thinking about things.
But now she is exhausted, her energy and body are not as good as before, and her memory is not as good as before.
Can't sleep on weekend nights. Go to work earlier in the morning than usual.
The cruel reality weighs me down. I don't dare to think about many things, and I'm even more annoyed by thinking more.
I did a lot of things wrong, took some wrong paths, chose some wrong choices, I'm sorry for some people.
I feel uncomfortable and I will not adjust myself. After years of going abroad, it is increasingly difficult to communicate with people, and my character has gone to the extreme.
Once my first love is still unforgettable, even now I still take the initiative to escape love.
My childhood dreams are very far away, but I still naively explored for a purpose that no longer exists.
Without direction, my heart is ashes, and every day the walking dead lives in this familiar and unfamiliar city. |
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China
Post time: 2020-3-20 23:00:02
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